August 23rd, 2010 I am so Scared to read mails!
Lately, I was not able to connect over the internet for few days. There was no chance of getting a connection in a remote area. The place was nothing except for a view of the forest, sound of a cricket and such so far from the city.
Now I just got the chance and when I opened my laptop..BANG!!! It was hundreds of emails coming in. And most of the emails are about company concerns, from my mother mostly and from close friends too. I feel like dizzy just to see how many emails to open. The scariest emails to open are the company emails. Why scary?
because…
— working for operations department of an e-commerce company means I need to deal with too much pressures and controlled time. Things need not to get delayed.. I usually call it… DO IT NOW or else its gonna be too late to repair. So when you get emails that concerns all about work, you need to do it now!
—I am a person who is scared to failures. I want as much as possible to avoid failures and when I get some emails that might drive me to fail on something, I will feel really sad and being a happy person, I do not want to feel this.
–I do not want to hear when some people is angry at me because I failed on doing a thing that they want me to do. Some family member sends me an email because they want to ask money (some sort of Filipino family culture).
There is nothing I can do but to face my fears on opening emails and one by one solve problems if there is any. Sometimes I like to receive spam emails because it is easy to ignore them.
